Monday, June 20th, 2005
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9:46 pm - Was Another Time
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Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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10:24 am - Merc -
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Saturday, May 7th, 2005
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12:24 pm - Sat TerDay
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Sometimes the trees and just trees,
and the water is only wet.
Sometimes my life is simple and plain,
like coffee from a Styrofoam cup.
I miss you.
I love you.
He takes care of us, gently guiding our light.
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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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9:25 am - Arms & Hearts
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Awoke late and remembered my frustration and inability to express myself to you. You seem so determined to end - to see only what I've not done, to repeat my past shortcomings and continue to hold them in the mirror's light.
Some days I can barely see my way and can only hold my truth.
I still have arms for you,
and heart for us.
I love you Merc!
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Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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11:05 am - Just...
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Just noticed something - a divorce, a separation, an ending - and not a word.
Just like that.
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Saturday, April 9th, 2005
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12:15 pm - TrivaToday
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8:19 am - Sat TerDay
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Another sunrise
Another day wondering about you.
current mood: Simply Simon
current music: Wheelie Ways
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Friday, April 8th, 2005
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7:05 pm - Fry Daze
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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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11:43 am - Workin World
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Just a workin stiff at my client's service.
I've changed it four times and i think the last is IT!
LoL
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9:12 am - Grumps
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I was grousie with her last night - and i know i can't get away with nothing like that.
Today's another day, finding me working, thoughts drifting to you.
I love you.
Yep, I doze.
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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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8:13 am - Stuff
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Doctor says my left eye shall be inhabited by floaters that probably won't dissolve naturally, says I can either learn to live with them or have elective surgery to have 'em removed. Having had some experience with electrons invading my eye, I know it isn't a picnic. My vision is somewhat impaired, but I'm certain I can deal with it.
Early to bed last night and saw I got a call while out walking. She told me not to call anymore - thought about it - but went to bed instead. Very early to rise again this am - went for a long work at sunrise. Time of quiet reflection and remembrance.
I have a smile on my face wondering if you'll read this.
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Friday, April 1st, 2005
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3:17 am - What's Up Doc?
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In a few hours I'll be sitting in front of my favorite eye surgeon - he'll gaze into my left eye, and I wonder what he'll see?
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3:14 am - Three O'clock
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Awoke from a sound sleep and remembered your sweet good night.
Looked across my room at the shadows on the wall and felt you there.
Your eyes focused on the rising sun,
my eyes focused on the rising sun.
Together.
I love you Merc, and that's all i can say.
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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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3:10 pm - Afternoon in Tundra
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I think of you in your world, wondering where you go for lunch, what streets you walk along on your way, the people you talk to (as I often hear you doing when we're on the phone) what the factory looks like, where your car is parked and what the people you work with are like...
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3:00 pm - Flood of email
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Got almost 5,000 emails in about a half hour. Something was whacked, but seems ok now.
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Thursday, March 24th, 2005
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6:52 pm - And...
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6:39 pm - Rainy Night
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Just returning from a short walk after working all day 'cept for a break earlier this day. I know I wasn't 100% with you and I know you felt it, I tried to acknowledge it when you spoke of it, but i feel short. I hold you in my heart until there are no more words, and then I'll hold you still yet more.
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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11:51 am - Workin World
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Funny story of the happenings at work.
Ah, the flowers must be delivered - insulin shock or not!
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
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7:32 am - Tues. Clouds
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Tuesday morning grayness - heavy clouds debating what to do, finds me thinking of you with a smile on my face. I enjoy reading to you, and maybe one day I'll have the courage to read to you from written journals, god knows i got a few of them. LoL
I've been thinking about Abby dog lately, and felt better when I realized she's been gone six months, which started me at first as I hadn't realized so much time had passed. And no, I don't want cat visitors anytime soon. :)
I love you sweet woman!
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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6:29 am - Sat AM
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Good morning love! Woke early and couldn't get back to sleep so up I am.
There ya have it.. :)
Oh - I found this on my desktop so I wanted you to have it.
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